Well, I'm back...
...From my trip to break-upville.
*sighs* Yep, you guessed it. Me and the wonderful, amazing, loving boyfriend broke up. Four days after our 4 month anniversary.
I won't go into detail... But basically he was just very very immature and manipulative. He wasn't being that way on purpose... He just wasn't ready for a serious relationship yet.
I'm not here to badmouth him, though. He was, and still is, a great guy. He's an amazing person, and I'll always treasure our time together. I was in love with him, and I still partially am. But the timing just wasn't right.
I've had alot of people ask me if I was going to go out with my best friend, T, after me and the EXBF broke up. I really don't wanna date anyone right now. I'm still trying to get over the EXBF, so it wouldn't be fair to date someone right now. Besides... *sad smile* ...T doesn't like me that way. Well, ok, I take that back. He does, but hes also three years older than me, and he says the age difference is just too weird for him. He said maybe next year... It sucks, but thats just how the cookie crumbles, right?
On another note... I made my first B on a report card! Actually, my first three B's! Aren't you proud of me?
Don't worry... I was already lectured by my parents. I was under alot of stress and pressure from the EXBF and from my friends. But that's all fixed now. We're two weeks into the second semester and I've got high A's in all my classes.
Well, stuff with my friends is going surprisingly well. There has been alot less drama this year, which makes me happy. I don't like it when my friends fight. But, I guess I never told y'all. I'm not really hanging out with the same people anymore. I am, technically, still part of the same clique. But ever since I met T this year (he's a Junior) I've been hanging out with him and his friends alot more often. Like all the time. Which doesn't really bother me, since his friends are all cute Junior boys. *insert devious smile here* So, yeah, I guess it's nice being the only girl in a group full of cute older boys. Especially when they can all drive. *giggles*
I've been having some pain issues lately. I keep getting this sensation in my legs like someone is taking a steak knife and running down the middle of my legs. It starts at my hips and raidiates down to my feet. The neurologist put me on some pain meds that are supposed to help, but so far, nothings changed.
I've also got some freaky stuff going on with my feet. Both my pinkie toes started curling up and under. So far we dont really know why, but I'm going to see a podiatrist soon.
Other than that, everything has been going ok for me. I've been out of school the past two days cause I caught some icky infection. I had a fever and a really bad cough, but mom says the meds the doctor gave me should have me back to school tomorrow.
I'll try to post more often, but don't get angry if I'm gone for more than a few weeks. I still read everyone's blogs on a daily basis, I've just been too busy to comment and post on my own blog. Sorry... being a teenager just kinda sucks sometimes. :/